I feel like I’ve walked into an abounded house. I haven’t updated since October and a lot has happened.
December 5th I lost my grandmother, December 11th was her memorial. It was also the day I sprained the hell out of my ankle, it still isnt 100%
February fucking sucked because it was the anniversary of my friends death, and my grandmothers birthday which was February 2nd.
I hate that month and will forever wish it would skip to March.
So lets get into the now. How am I? Im good I have my days when im fine, I have my days when im not, its unpredictable and it can be tough.
Im alone during the day and I hate the quiet, so I will do instagram streams a lot so I dont feel alone.
The quiet also give me a lot of anxiety, so I try to stay busy so It’s not too bad.
Most days I am good, which I cant complain about. My only goal is to make sure I dont cry, if I don’t its a good day.