I swear I’m the worst blogger ever lol!
In my last post I mentioned updating once a week and look, I havent updated a thing! Blogging always helps me clear my mind so I really need to get back it at so I’m n a better head space.
On June 25th I got my boobs done! Its been almost a month, and I’m healing nicely. Ive been doing updates on them on my youtube channel, candidykristen. I, also uploading a video right now about my BPD and how I’m doing.
Im actually in an ok place. I could be better, but I cant complain too much. Im just irritable for no apparent reason, I need to snap out of it. Speaking of being irritable. July 4th weekend we went to Vegas and I got hostile because I was out in the crowds during fireworks, and I’m not good with crowds, obviously.
I went off on my husband, because he knows I cant cope with large crowds. We’re good now but at the moment we weren’t
I just want to be in a place where I’m not afraid to be around a bunch of people, it just gives me the most anxiety ever. Doesn’t help that must humans irritate me in general lol.
But overall Im good, I’m healthy, my family is healthy and thats all I can ask for.